I hopefully no one is waiting for Badarn Jai ep. 8 caps. I will have everything up by tonight 1am.
I couldn’t watch today’s episode because I had to go to court. No, NO, I didn’t get into a bar brawl with a midget who touched my bum and had police fines to deal with. I had to settle my father’s landlord/tenant dispute. One of my father’s tenant wasn’t paying her rent and was damaging the house.
We won but I’m still fueled over what she said. Golly heck, what a grapefruit lying piece of cow manure!!!! And don’t get me started on the judge, God!!! The judge reprimanded me for sassing her. I didn’t think I sassed her –roll eyes and shrugs- When we walked into the court room, the judge already had a perception of us-slumlord and pitiful welfare tenant.
We won but in a way I felt we lost. I realize today that street smarts tramples school smarts any day. I felt so inadequate as a person in court. I couldn’t believe some of the bullshit coming out her mouth. Her kids trashed our house and we proof. We took pictures. When there was damages, we always repair them and bitch had to lie and say my dad never made any repairs. None? Please mofo, how can you lie so easily? My father is not a spazzing slumlord, he’s a decent human being who cares about all his tenants. When she was late on rent, we allowed her time. Who freaking allows their tenant to be late for 6 months? Without penalties we allowed her to pay partial of her rent. My father can be a pushover sometimes. We were always willing to work with her.
I’m so angry at myself for not being able to catch up with her manipulative schemes and lies. These people are good and I’m starting to feel like I need to amp up my deceptive game to compete with them.
I’m borderline overly passive aggressive and I’m beginning to hate myself for that. I’m so annoyed with my father for not fighting back. My father even yelled at me for being angry. This is what he said to me while we drove home,
“Lyn, you must understand there is no need for anger. Look at me, I feel fine about it. Actually , I feel nothing. There is no point to arguing with them, you won’t accomplish anything. It will just give you more headaches. You have to learn to keep it cool and be nonchalant about these matters. Let them say what they want, we know the truth. No need to fight back. ”
My father is constantly teaching me to be Zen about everything and sometimes I just don’t understand his logic. I’m angry and I want to feel angry. He telling me to deny my feelings and reprimanding me when I do express them.
—I no longer have respect for the American Judicial system and the American Welfare system. They cater to this woman for years and they never checked up on her. She abused us, her landlords and abused the welfare system that cared for her.
I am happy that I no longer have to deal with her and her drug-addict children. No more drama and that is just beautiful.